I think that would be a word that best describes my twenty-twelve. I figured this might be of help to thoroughly leave this year. That I actually do have a purpose in life. But when she left, I realized how alone I was, which triggered my breakdown. Everytime some confidence and self-worth would grow inside me, they’d instantly fade too. And I’m pretty sure that it was a good transformation. I thank God for giving me those series of problems, because I know very damn well that I can handle myself. I no longer fear being left behind, cause I actually believe that it would be their loss and never mine. Yes, I learned to value myself because of everything that had happened. Which is more than I’d ever ask for. We could leave all of those by the time the clock strikes midnight or not, we have our own minds after all. This two thousand and thirteen? This will be different. Different, in the sense that I no longer am the Maghfira who have troubles sleeping at night for something I can’t change. This year, I’ll rekindle my almost-extinguished relationship with God. For he has made me stronger those times I needed strength the most. Happy New Year to all who reads this post! Pieces of Time New years come and new years go, Pieces of time all in a row. As we live our life, each second and minute, We know we’re privileged to have you in it. Our appreciation never ends For our greatest blessings: our family and friends. Happy New Year!
Monday, December 31, 2012
What to look forward to. 2013♥
In less than it’s 120 minutes gonna be a new year for everyone. I never once felt the feeling of departing from a year and getting into a new one was awesome. It was always normal for me, and it prolly ain’t changin’ so soon. I had 2012 is such a great year for me (to be part of his life) Anyways, I do believe that my approach for 2013 is gonna be different and I’ll see it from here on now.
I think that would be a word that best describes my twenty-twelve. I figured this might be of help to thoroughly leave this year. That I actually do have a purpose in life. But when she left, I realized how alone I was, which triggered my breakdown. Everytime some confidence and self-worth would grow inside me, they’d instantly fade too. And I’m pretty sure that it was a good transformation. I thank God for giving me those series of problems, because I know very damn well that I can handle myself. I no longer fear being left behind, cause I actually believe that it would be their loss and never mine. Yes, I learned to value myself because of everything that had happened. Which is more than I’d ever ask for. We could leave all of those by the time the clock strikes midnight or not, we have our own minds after all. This two thousand and thirteen? This will be different. Different, in the sense that I no longer am the Maghfira who have troubles sleeping at night for something I can’t change. This year, I’ll rekindle my almost-extinguished relationship with God. For he has made me stronger those times I needed strength the most. Happy New Year to all who reads this post! Pieces of Time New years come and new years go, Pieces of time all in a row. As we live our life, each second and minute, We know we’re privileged to have you in it. Our appreciation never ends For our greatest blessings: our family and friends. Happy New Year!
Top shots 2012
I think that would be a word that best describes my twenty-twelve. I figured this might be of help to thoroughly leave this year. That I actually do have a purpose in life. But when she left, I realized how alone I was, which triggered my breakdown. Everytime some confidence and self-worth would grow inside me, they’d instantly fade too. And I’m pretty sure that it was a good transformation. I thank God for giving me those series of problems, because I know very damn well that I can handle myself. I no longer fear being left behind, cause I actually believe that it would be their loss and never mine. Yes, I learned to value myself because of everything that had happened. Which is more than I’d ever ask for. We could leave all of those by the time the clock strikes midnight or not, we have our own minds after all. This two thousand and thirteen? This will be different. Different, in the sense that I no longer am the Maghfira who have troubles sleeping at night for something I can’t change. This year, I’ll rekindle my almost-extinguished relationship with God. For he has made me stronger those times I needed strength the most. Happy New Year to all who reads this post! Pieces of Time New years come and new years go, Pieces of time all in a row. As we live our life, each second and minute, We know we’re privileged to have you in it. Our appreciation never ends For our greatest blessings: our family and friends. Happy New Year!
Sunday, December 9, 2012
'crazy' Times
The term best friend is too mainstream, I prefer calling them brothers, sisters, diary, journal, adviser, and listener. Having a best friend makes me look to a new perspective in life. I can act silly whenever they’re around. They’re going to find out how you talk, how you dance, how you sing, how you look in the morning, how you smell in ever second of the day. They’re going to find out how you eat a lot, how hyper you can be when they’re around, how ugly you are when you were young. They’re going to know every detail about you. And you know what? They’re still going to love you and accept you for who you are.
Aaa he came for the right time!!! Knocked my bedroom when it's midnight. I don't know who standing behind the door, but i'm sure i know who he is. Yeaaa he came. Shock, happy, getting annoyed, confused, etc. Today or yesterday it's not my birthday. But, why i got some cute surprise? HAHA Thx God for single double triple blessing that you give.
Thx for the quote; “Sometimes, the wrong choices bring us to the right places” This was something he told me not long after we first met. Thx for today, tonight, the beautiful sunset and also the cute gift.
Aaa he came for the right time!!! Knocked my bedroom when it's midnight. I don't know who standing behind the door, but i'm sure i know who he is. Yeaaa he came. Shock, happy, getting annoyed, confused, etc. Today or yesterday it's not my birthday. But, why i got some cute surprise? HAHA Thx God for single double triple blessing that you give.
Thx for the quote; “Sometimes, the wrong choices bring us to the right places” This was something he told me not long after we first met. Thx for today, tonight, the beautiful sunset and also the cute gift.
Monday, December 3, 2012
Every Single Time
"A blank screen is a blank page is a little blinking line
A word is a sentence is a window out of time
The sentence becomes a paragraph and grows into a story
Fed with toil, love and thought, all in hopes of glory
Whether the words rhyme, dance, sing or weep
One can hope some meaning they’ll keep
Another story, another sentence, another blinking line
Devour ever word you see, for one day they might be mine"
For some reason, pangs of best friend nostalgia are painfully destroying any shred of happiness I have. I have all these people who are here for me if I need to talk, but she’s the only one I ever want to listen. It’s been years now. I hope her life is wonderful. I hope she is happy. I don't know why, when i looked to the pictures I realize how much i miss my old friends. "Hi how about your life until we are apart?" Imiss my gemofis so damn muchoo!
A word is a sentence is a window out of time
The sentence becomes a paragraph and grows into a story
Fed with toil, love and thought, all in hopes of glory
Whether the words rhyme, dance, sing or weep
One can hope some meaning they’ll keep
Another story, another sentence, another blinking line
Devour ever word you see, for one day they might be mine"
For some reason, pangs of best friend nostalgia are painfully destroying any shred of happiness I have. I have all these people who are here for me if I need to talk, but she’s the only one I ever want to listen. It’s been years now. I hope her life is wonderful. I hope she is happy. I don't know why, when i looked to the pictures I realize how much i miss my old friends. "Hi how about your life until we are apart?" Imiss my gemofis so damn muchoo!
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